(via anticipatedthoughts)
I’m trying not to be jealous. I really am. But she’s so thin and she’s always being complimented and people worrying about her. So far I’ve seen two teachers ask her about whether she’s lost weight, and if she’s ok… Her bones are magnificent. It’s like personal thinspo in a friend… She’s only been doing this for a few moths. I’ve been doing this for three years and I haven’t come close to accomplishing what she has. I’m worried about her.. I kinda see her as lea(from wintergirls) but more social and less suicidal. I’m scared. And I wish that I was a better person and could say it was completely because she’s getting so thin and still sees herself as fat and won’t stop, but a part of me is so jealous of her. I’ve been fasting longer and working out harder because I need to catch up to her. I’m a horrible friend, and person. I’m sorry, bri.
